Rolling the Dice of Love

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Published 7/3/2023
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"And that's for trying to eat my fucking face!" said Don Bones, swinging his mace at the head of a wyvern. The wyvern reared in mid-air, shrieking as its skull cracked open, chunks of brain splattering against the side of the mountain. "That's right, you motherfucker. I'm fucking Melina. That's your fucking name now." He tossed the body aside and turned to his companions, arms raised triumphantly. "What you think of that?!"

"We don't think anything," said Hermes. "You've gone mad."

"No shit!" said Don Bones, lowering his arms. "I do what I want! And I want to be called Melina!" He turned away and walked over to the body, nudging it with his foot. "That's right. You know who I am." He looked up at the others and smiled broadly, showing off his row of sharp teeth. "I'm fucking Melina! That's gonna be my name from now on." He crouched down and grunted as he lifted the dead beast by its wings. "And that's why you should be afraid of me."

"This is ridiculous," said Hermes, turning away. With a wave of his hand, several clouds coalesced above him and began drifting down towards him; he stepped into their midst and vanished.

"He thinks I'm being too loud," muttered Don Bones. He tossed aside the wyvern corpse and walked over to where Morgan was sitting on a rock, rolling dice across her palm as she examined her character sheet. Knowing that he was watching her, she put on a show of annoyance as she glanced up at him - but he could see past it well enough to know that she was actually quite flattered by his attention. After all, he was Don Bones, one of the most badass adventurers around - even if he had been going by 'Melina' for the last few months now.

"Why did Hermes leave?" asked Morgan, looking up from her character sheet. She seemed somewhat concerned - but then again she always seemed concerned about something or other these days. It wasn't really like her at all; even when she'd been playing D&D with other people she'd never had quite this much trouble keeping herself together.

"Because I was being too loud," said Don Bones, grinning widely as he sat down beside her on the rock and leaned forward to watch her roll the dice again. She smiled coyly at him before putting away her character sheet and sighing softly; they didn't have many moments alone together anymore - not since he'd started insisting upon being called Melina - but whenever they did manage to steal some time for themselves it still felt like magic to both of them.

She rolled the dice across her palm once more - this time without looking at them - then let out an exaggerated gasp when she saw them land face-up: four ones and a twenty-sided die with a single eye drawn onto each side of it. A die which had belonged to Melina before she died fighting against a horde of ogres in a distant desert kingdom...but which now belonged to Morgan because she had picked it up after Melina died so that she could continue adventuring with Don Bones instead of returning home like everyone else wanted her to do because they were worried about losing access to their healing potions if they went ahead with their quest without their cleric any longer...but even after all this time it still felt weird to have someone else using it...like it wasn't really hers if someone else kept using it instead of her...but maybe that was just how things were supposed to be now? After all, her name wasn't really 'Morgan' any longer either; it had just been easier for everyone involved when 'Morgan' stayed behind to tend their camp while 'Don Bones' went out exploring with 'Melina' instead...and then even easier when 'Don Bones' started acting like 'Melina' too...and then even easier when 'Don Bones' decided there was no point pretending anymore because he knew exactly how deep his feelings ran for 'Melina', so why bother hiding them any longer?

But as Morgan looked at the dice in her hand, a thread of doubt crept into her mind. Maybe it wasn't just about the name or the role-playing anymore. Maybe it was something deeper, something that made her question her own identity. She loved Don Bones, or Melina, with all her heart, but she couldn't shake off this nagging feeling that she was losing herself in the process.

"Don, we need to talk," Morgan said, her voice quivering with uncertainty. Don Bones turned his head towards her, his eyes filled with a mixture of anticipation and fear as he realized the weight of the conversation they were about to have.

"Yeah, yeah, of course," he replied, his voice softer than she had ever heard it before. Don Bones took her hand, intertwining their fingers, as if seeking comfort in their connection. Morgan's heart ached at the touch, knowing what she was about to say might change everything between them.

"I... I miss who we used to be," she began, her voice barely above a whisper. "I miss being Morgan, and I miss you being Don Bones."

Don Bones' eyes widened, a flicker of hurt passing through them, before he quickly masked it behind a smile. "But Melina is who we are now, Morgan. It's... it's our new world, our real world."

Morgan couldn't help the tears welling up in her eyes. She had always been the level-headed one, the voice of reason, but now she felt lost within the fantasy they had created together. "I know it's our world, but I can't help but feel... suffocated. It's like I'm trapped in this role, this character that isn't truly mine."

Don Bones released her hand and looked away, his gaze fixated on nothing in particular. Morgan saw the pain in his eyes, the struggle he was facing between the love he felt for her and the desire to be true to himself.

"Maybe... maybe we need to find a balance," Don Bones said finally, his voice heavy with uncertainty. "I thought being Melina was what we both wanted, but if it's making you unhappy... then maybe we need to reevaluate."

Morgan's heart soared with hope as she realized that Don Bones was willing to let go of Melina if it meant saving their relationship. She reached out and cupped his cheek, her thumb brushing away a tear that had escaped from his eye.

"I don't want to lose you, Don," she whispered, feeling the weight of their bond pulling at her soul. "But I also don't want to lose myself either. Can we... can we find a way to be both?"

Don Bones leaned into her touch, taking a deep breath. "I don't know what it looks like, Morgan, but if it means being with you, I'm willing to try. We'll figure it out together."

The weight on Morgan's shoulders lifted, replaced by a sense of optimism. With Don Bones by her side, they would embark on a new adventure, not just in the realms of fantasy but in the depths of their own hearts. They would discover a harmony of identities, blending the person they once were with the characters they had become. And through it all, their love would emerge stronger than ever.

Hand in hand, they stood up from the rock and walked back towards their companions, ready to face whatever challenges lay ahead. Together, they would navigate the treacherous paths of the game and their own intertwining destinies, finding solace in the beauty of their shared journey. The Dungeons and Dragons campaign would continue, but this time, they would explore not only the realms of imagination but also the depths of their own selves, forging a bond that transcended characters and names.



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